I am a Monster now

'Beautiful' 'Smart' 'Invincible' she was famous with And is still addressed with Life was going smooth Rom-com romance to a beautiful family; Untill heaves of traumatic episodes , She had to go through She is in her late 60's Yet she looks so fragile Like in her late 90's Art(wrinkles) on her face, narrates many Untold stories that not even a great makeup artist could conceal. Now, beauty is just a mere word In incognito buried in her destitution Feeling lonely has become her only companion as if; she has been ostracized she says that settled a constant grimace on her face. Her demeanor alike a monk; chanting the same lines repetitively everyday like a frantic, "Kaal se jyada taklif bargaya aaj" (translation- my suffering aggravated much more today than previous day) Now she is left to mercy of medicines like a drug addict Victim of her own perception 'Medicine- the only panacea' Now, she is a fragile Old lady infested with wounds; Laments: this infliction is much more horrendous than a legal battle to plead mercy for impunity, She says only Death could liberate her suffering So, calling death almost! ~Juli Bui~