Hurting Pain

One day you'll ask me why I'll tell you the story but not the part that makes me cry I used to think I'll never heal But now when I hear his name I feel nothing When I see him, he appears like a stranger to me The heart is fragile But it changes with circumstances Why do you keep holding on to what hurts Who hurt you? I don't leave until I've been hurt over and over again I only leave when I can't bear the pain What is this abandonment issue? Oh, is it until somebody passes me the tissue Then my eyes would clear out And then I'll see what's for me and what's not I used to hate myself But now I'm so in love with me, I date myself Loving me was what healed me Now I'm scared of falling again Real love is safety You don't have to be scared with real love Sometimes you need to forget how you feel And remember what you deserve