hurt people hurt people

TRIGGER WARNING FOR ABUSE, BLOOD - - - so, she grabbed my face and squeezed, she screamed in my face and I could feel the flicks of spit from her seething teeth, and she tried to hit me luckily, I had a pillow and was able to block my face. she got my shoulder instead, It could be worse I guess. she could've used something wooden or a belt, she could've moved the pillow, she could've stabbed me in the stomach. I wouldn't have minded that so much, I know she has a soft heart buried deep in her so maybe if my blood were on her hands, she'd actually feel bad for the things that she's done or not, I dont really know.