hurt people

all these feelings I hate that I miss when there gone how can being in love feel weirdly wrong I love your smile and your eyes but I have been convinced all you say are lies convinced by the past that all loves are the same and that I shouldn't indulge myself in a losing, lethal game I know andorphins are addictive maybe that's why I can't stop but the ending has been predicted we get lost in the drops that spill from my eyes these tears I despise "hurt people hurt people" I'm so hurt I'm comprised my brains been infected with the hate I've been left with I don't wanna hurt you but it seems where we're headed and if I do I'm so so sorry.