Hurt

It's not easy to hurt It's not easy to laugh when your in so much pain It's not easy to be you when you know all that's gonna come is judgement, It's not easy to live and it's not easy as hell to die either, It's not easy to build walls only for you to bring it down for someone who's only aim was destroying you It's not easy to rebuild what's been broken It's not easy to love It's not easy not to love It's not easy to smile and pretend all's good It's not easy to loose the only person or thing you value or valued It's not easy to cry It's not easy to try and be the perfect daughter only to get a father's hate It's not easy when you're been misunderstood It's not easy when all people think of you is a shallow attention seeker when all you ever wanted was a listener It's not easy to wake up and just exist it's not easy to be you Hurt, hurt and hurt Gosh it hurts so much Not just emotional but physical pains It all ends or leads to one thing Hate.