Human

I say I wanted  To be treated Like a normal person But according to my mother I’m psychotic  I'm not a normal person I had a mental breakdown In the bathroom I’ve never wanted To hurt myself Or Stop all medication As much as I do right now I hate myself When really I should hate her I'm not broken But to her I’m damaged beyond repair I can't change the past  So get over it Yes, I’ve cut Yes, I’ve attempted on my life Yes, I hate myself But you know what  Your the reason I started In the first place Just admit it You hate me  And I have never been good enough for you Just say the words  And I will leave