how would it be

how would it be if you were still here with me. as fast as I found out about you..you were gone it had only been a few days I was so excited either which way. deep in my heart here or not you will always be my baby. I wanted you but you weren't ment to be with us. I keep telling myself.. Things happen for a reason. Doesn't make it hurt less..only makes it hurt mode I love you my baby. I may not have got to hold you or truly be with you. just look for your grandfather he will guide you little one.. until we meet again. I will always love you now and forever. what would life be If you were still here.. if I could hold you. I could see you. to see you smile to hear you laugh. I will always have what if questions but in my heart as much the pain hurts. just wasn't meant to be I love you Jessie Bailey Hands june 2017..time will go by but I don't think I'll ever truly heal.