how will I ever survive ??

so is this what it feels like to literally rip out your own❤️‍🩹 heart from ur chest give it to the person u have the most faith in... that person u know who will take care of it the best till they return it back to your chest ... when ur both whole aagin ...is this what it feels like to watch it just drive off with out u ??? cuz it f***king hurtsssssss and I miss u already I can barely even breath ... u stole my heart and my oxygen?? how ??? ... please come back can't u see I need u to literally survive