How to leave it behind

Looking for answers memories going through my mind. Wondering if I can leave the past behind. How could he take such a beautiful soul? Your face never leaves my side. I try to hide behind the tears. Fighting breaking through the walls. I walk these Halls looking for a new start. How can I move on when you're on my mind all the time. Wish you were here by my side. But I know you're here with me all the time in my heart where you'll always be forever