how much it hurts.

do you know how much it hurts, when you feel your heart start breaking, when you feel the shatter happen, as you attempt to save it- -to save the inevitable, to make it evade the trouble? . do you know how much it hurts, as you get left out at school? because, that makes you lose your cool, and it wastes the set of uneasiness, to your knowledge, meaningless. . do you know how much it hurts, as the lump in your throat, tightens up with barbed wire? to put you up in the boat, encrusted, carved dire, bubble, you loomed on,bursts. and the rumble you roamed on, lurks. . do you know how much it hurts, the battle with your own? because you're not capable enough, but you know that amble, though. the pains we daily have, is nothing but a pit, a pit so dark,that now, light seems to have emitt, from the respective,over there, that we can't reach, we cannot share. so now, let's keep on living this loop, cause it's nothing better than the pain we took, and we have to move on, after all, but acknowledging how much it hurts,doesn't make it wrong.