how I long to be seen

Oh! how I crave to be seen, to be heard, to be touched. The sun disappears and with darkness comes loneliness. I long for arms who would hold me and protect me from my loneliness. Why can't I content myself with my presence alone. I can only hear my heart beating and hours passing. Sleep doesn't interest itself with me. Thoughts start overflowing my heartbeat accelerates my being starts shaking tomorrow becomes scary i want to stay in the today Where are the arms who were supposed to shield me?