How I felt

I hated how it made me smile, hearing your name, even more I hated when it made me cry. I hated hearing your voice, even more I hated the fact that I started to slowly forget it. I hated seeing the colour of your eyes, even more I hated how much I missed them. I hated how I wanted for you to be with me, even more knowing you simply couldn't be. But now you're here, with me and I can't feel more alive. and now your voice makes me happy and your name makes me smile. You're prettier than ever, and your skin makes me cry and you're just like an angel fulfilling the devil of mine.