How grateful I am

How grateful I am to be present today. Alive and living life in my own unique way. Sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad but it's a story I create. Sometimes I get what I want, sometimes I don't that's all up to fate. How grateful I am to feel a heart beating in my chest. To know that in passing moments it's okay if I can't do my best. Sometimes I can be brave and stand to fight my fears. Sometimes I cant stand up to fight and have to sit with the tears. How grateful I am for life and this rollercoaster of a ride. The moments that made me apart of this world and The moments that made me hide. I wouldn't trade it for another even on my worse of days I'm happy with how much grown so far, in so many wonderful ways I don't know why I hate It all but time to time I do I don't hate myself for hating it though, to some extent I helped me get through.