how foolishness of mine

Trying constant to compete through it But, my mind just can't forget it. Wish we had a better conversation But wait! How i forget that worse situation! There's a lot to say, but don't know the exact way Alot have changed so am i  Will try to explain emotions as hard as could i You said you've gone through alot.. But let's not hear the only one side of the story Well.. you've moved on as well but what about the memory! So taking a woof!!  It still gives goosebumps remembering those sleepless nights with teary eyes I was silent but my mind was full of noise You broked me with your hurtful words in all dimensions Without knowing my current situation.. Don't say i didn't tried Crossed my boundaries so that you'll feel beloved How foolish of me ..i also needed someone so that i could also feel loved So let me shut my mouth and don't hide Because my heart knows how hard i tried! When i was drowning you were swimming When i was suffering you were recovering So foolish was i,i didn't understand! You were searching reasons to leave and i was praying to God to stay with you to live!