how do I value the soul

How do i value the soul Blissfully intentionless , pessimistic thoughts, Will never get me at my best, Cause down the road I walk, Birds flying above my head, and not quite at my best, I pass a grave, with my name, I bow and say thanks for making me who I am today, I notice the flowers, along the crosswalk, the sound of birds, and the people all around talk, Gossip, some dude, feeding a pigion Happiness is limited, so I can only write so much, now I've broken the fourth wall, so now I'm gonna complain, I'm tried, I walk away lol You expect me, to create worth, I've tried my worst, and my best, and I have yet to rest, what I speak, my words, are what makes life worth, living Dumb speech, bad turn, i just write until my mind don't hurt, these words make me happier then their weight in gold, This is my meditation, my thoughts and prayers, get words from my brain back into the air, I-I'm not sure, why I try, it won't work, maybe today, I'll finally learn, you made me stronger, now I-I'm mostly cuts and worth, How do I value the soul, is it worth a trade, answers no, because life's a gamble anyways, it's more then me, it's ever expanding, wishing to return to the creator, and I-I'm just a passenger,