how do I let go

‎How do I let go ‎Of the one I loved, lost to the grave? ‎Is it easy to drop everything? ‎I hear the advice, but it's hard to breathe ‎When memories haunt me every day ‎Her smile still blinds me ‎Her voice still calms the storm inside ‎Her eyes still promise forever ‎ ‎I'm drowning in grief, lost in memories ‎Failing to let go, falling deeper ‎How do I find peace when she's everywhere? ‎How do I live with her gone? ‎ ‎I say "I love her" but it's not the truth ‎I mean "I'm stuck, I'm not over it" ‎How do I let go? ‎Set her free, even if it means losing her again ‎ ‎I'm trying to move on, but she's still here ‎A ghost in my head, a memory that refuses to fade ‎She says she cares, but I don't see it ‎She says she's letting go, but I'm holding on tight ‎ ‎Is this real? Or am I just pretending? ‎Suffering with her memories, her whispers in my head ‎"I don't care," I lie to myself ‎But the truth is, I'm still trapped in the past ‎Trying to find a way to let go, to move on. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎                             shotha.N.munyai ‎