How do I leave you

We weren't looking and he shot me in the back I knew that self-control was something that he lacked but none of you would even care about the facts I was the victim and you knew that Talking bout calling him Saturday night you know it hurts me, you know it's not right I could just leave you but I'm just too nice I don't want to get into a new fight I looked over at your phone you tried to hide it but you were too slow I saw the texts from him I thought you decided to let him go I thought that you had told me so You said you'd never talk to him again But now I know that you're still friends why are you still friends all I wanted was a guy who treated me right your words did but your actions didn't and when I break your heart are you gonna cry I don't want to have to say goodbye but I think I'm gonna have to You'll make it seem like I'm the bad guy but I can't picture life without you Feeling like I'm being used I tried to ask but you refused are you mine or am I just yours what is all this trying for you know I'd do it all for you but would you do it all for me would you drop all that you had and run to my door when I need Choosing him over your so called love Everyone you knew I was never above