how do I get rid of u

I look for u during school wanting to talk to u I feel empty without u I try to move on but that'll take to long I just want to be with u make my dreams about u reality try to stuff my memories away but they come back to haunt me toss and turn in my bed thinking should I talk to u or leave u tried to forget about u but ur everywhere I'm my dreams my head my memories how can I get rid of u even my friends talk about u do I want to get rid of u part of me does but its not smart to still think about u