How could I?

All this time waiting, Believing, wanting to stay The process I trusted Just as you requested, Always prayed for you for us, wished us well, Couldn't you reciprocate? "You are so insecure!" You shouted at my face But why did you? Had I not trusted enough Then boom! The calls.... The anonymous calls, The ones you hid to pick, How could you do that to me? Behind my back you prepared my grief, They are a lot, stories come, Even Linda, my BFF You bagged, didn't spare You took your time, You did it so well and yes I am now broken, But how could I? How could I... Was I naive in you to invest; My love, care and devotion? You said I was too much, I now realize how right that was!