how can I love you

who am I why can't I love and comfort but disappear beyond darkness of shadows how is it that your heart turns to dust as you love me with kindness have heard a sudden shout to dream of me is a wicked taste of an intoxicating breath to take in as words whispered so sweet and true but they was nothing to the empty touch for honesty nobody taught me how to love myself so how can I love anyone else I tried to give warning but your fate was sealed by I love you the very words I never speak of try to wrap me in your arms invited in with a song that ends with a punch in the wall and a silence scream for couldn't pretend to be a person who has the same undying love for reasons why is the reason I put your heart at ease love once flooded your heart but now tear's floods your eyes as there is no promise that I would say those words back to you it's unbearable with a screaming ache as nobody taught me how to love myself so how can I love you.