how can I hate you

I hate what you did and I hate how you did it I hate how you made me feel and I hate how it felt I hate when you wouldn't answer and I hate how you'd leave me on read I hate how it ended and I hate how it went I hate how you made me cry and I hate when you made me mad I hate waking up knowing I can't text you and I hate how you talk to me but not text the worst of all I hate how I don't hate you not even a little I hate how I still love you even if you don't