how can i...

I... I... Oh my god, how can I— How can I describe this feeling? When I go to sleep, I dream of life, A life where you’re beside me, Where I hold you so tight That words can never capture it. You are like sunshine, A beam of light in my lonely life. If you were mine, I’d never sleep— For how could I waste a second in this fleeting life, without you? How could I be so dumb To spend even more than a second without you?