how can I

How can I love you  When you're not mine to love How does my being need you When I haven't learned you  How does this stop How does this begin  I need to step back But I can't  I need to move forward  But I can't  How do I keep these thoughts inside my head  How do I remove the words I've said  I'm like an open book with you  No secrets no lies  No ability  To keep anything from you  How can I love you  You're not mine to love  How can I hold you  You too far when you need me  You're too close for me to step away  Even when you're gone you're too close  And yet still too far away  How do I love you  This battle inside me  I need you  But you're not mine  I want you  Already intertwined I love you I need you and I want you ..... You will always be with me  Even if I run away  You'll be in my heart my mind my existence I love you and I know I'll never stop  But you're not mine  Yet you are always mine Majestic Peace