How can I

How can I laugh when I am not loved? How can I give but no one has ever given me anything? How can I help someone when no one tries to help me? You can't do what someone has never done for you or give but someone has never given you. And it's really painful to live like that. But you know you just need to live on just live your life, you don't have to care. But the thought of not being loved or not to be accepted can have a huge impact on your life. It can break even the strongest bones inside of you. Tear your heart into pieces. But you just keep on pushing through and stay strong.