How?

The world won't stop moving for you, so move with it. That's what I've been told That's what I'm being told How can I move on when you've left a hole in my chest? How can I move on when you engraved your name on every part of me? How can I not cry when you were the barrier holding back my brokenness? How can I be fine when you were so perfect for me? Yet, I ruined it all I hurt you I hurt me We were one I broke the bond because of my sadness I left you alone even after we swore to neer be apart How could you let me go? How could you leave my hand in this journey of life? How could you listen to my lies? When I told you I was done, how could you believe it? How are you existing as a whole while I'm here falling apart? How can you move with the world? I'm still being left behind.