Hopes on the Horizon

Knowing I gotta say goodbye Is sad leaving emotions of wanting to cry On the other hand I'm ready for my new life The one that depression fades and happiness is no longer a lie Hard word and dedication to my higher self is about to pay off No more catering to everyone, stepping into my purpose 3 2 1 blast off Leaving the old me behind Never again emotionless to myself and blind Everyone though I would fail Never to rise but proving them wrong I shall prevail Tomorrow as the sun rises I'll be unrecognizable A smile that is genuine shining a light that to some is intolerable The strength to leave those who I've loved behind realizing I don't owe them anything, leaving keeps me aligned Refusing to look to the past, besides to be proud of my growth Unless you have taken the time to talk about my trauma you wouldn't know Theirs not one person that truly knows who I am But I know your life, even minor details because I pay attention The readiness to fulfill my destiny, and knowing I'll no longer suffer Going from a nobody to someone who will be known for Jesus no longer a buffer Rainbow on the horizon filled with shimmering light No longer living in agony, pure heart, stained with love for Jesus tha