Hopelessly devoted

Take it, it's yours. Why can't you just accept that? it's yours to play with, to abuse, gave it all to you. Everything I offered My love, My sanity, My heart that is now trapped in a loop of denial. Hope. To hope that you somehow felt the same To hope for one second you once cared about me the same way I care for you. My heart stings, My soul numb, Bitter tears stream down my face. It's funny how my heart is still a servant that you can bend and pull at your leisure. I've doomed myself, Forever to you.