Hopelessly Addicted

You’re in my veins, thrumming like the beat, A fever that burns and i can’t take the heat. Oh God, where are you? *I’m shaking, screaming* Nails digging skin, ripping, tearing, *bleeding* **I need you. I need you. I NEED YOU.** You are the needle, the pulse, the glue— Holding my shreds, my splintered bones. **I want you I want you I want you** I swear I'll be good I’ll carve out my heart, offer all that I could. Every breath is acid, my mind’s on fire, Crawling through glass, clawing for desire. You are the poison, sweet and vile, I’ll drown in you, choke with a smile. Take me, break me, own me whole, **I can’t survive without your soul.** I’ll die a thousand times, a thousand ways, Just to feel you burn through my haze. You are my high, my ecstasy, My final fix, my sweetest disease.