Hopeless Soul

I live my life like I'm ready to die. Hopelessness is like a robe on me. How can I escape? This torment! Miserable soul I am. Lord hear from your sanctuary, the anguish of my pain. Please Heavenly father save me. I'm searching for you, come to meet me, save me I beg. I never knew I could feel pain like this. I cry day and night. My pillow is soak from my tears. My heart is a wreckage. Who can save me? Who can mend me? Who can fit back my Shattered pieces? Oh father, only you! Hear me please, I'm dying. Just one touch from your healing hand and save me. You should know the pain I'm bearing from you hear me say, death should be better than this.  And I hate death.