hopeless romantic

why? why can't you just notice me? I love you so much, for now and what feels like forever, it feels like you play with my feelings tho, why? we are best friends and hang out all the time, but I feel more, I know you do too but won't admit it, we call every morning, we talk all the time, but when I finally say something, you turn your back, I love you so much but, your breaking my heart, you know I like you, but your never serious, I try to talk normally but all you do it make jokes, your never serious, your slowly breaking me down, I feel like getting you out of my life but I can't, I have fallen too deep for you, you flirt with me and I wish you were serious, but your not, you break me down everyday, and I'm getting tired of it, you know everything about me, and you know but you still leave, you leave and don't turn back, slowing leaving me to bleed, I'm tired, too tired to keep trying, but I still love you ....