Hope In Hard Times

It sucks so bad to be homeless. It hurts to think no one wants me. I've lived outta my van. I ran a drop cord into a friend's hand. I've begged for them to plug it in. It was so cold that I could not fill my hands. I've been hungry so much, I've felt sick. I was hoping that I would hit a lick. Anything to make a quick buck. Lord I pray for my life not to suck. But through all my trials and situations, I've kept my faith on every occasion. Knowing it's ok that in my life, I don't have a home. Oh yeah did I mention that I've been married four times. I don't really know if I'm still married cause he's been gone for months. But they've all taug.ht me some valuable lessons. Looking back now I wonder why I went through it. And all I know in my heart to be true, is God does things but he's seen me through. I have to believe that my life has not been lived in vain. But God in heaven knows I can't keep living this way. Something has to give. I can't take one more step. I must keep moving forward till I take my last breath. I hear a little voice that is deep in my soul. It says, " don't worry about nothing girl, I'll show you where to go". So I keep moving on the best that I can. Putting one foot forward, is my plan.