Hope

Hope I hope I can make this work I'm losing energy and things seem to get worse but I know this is not the end I wish the best to those I used to call my friends I don't blame you for dippin out just don't try to say that you're missing me now cause you know I might have some doubts blowin smoke now I got my head in the clouds please don't worry I know you'll do fine I may not hit you up but you still cross my mind hope you know that I wish you the best refuse pursuit when it seems you couldn't care less Hope I hope they can't empathize or even recognize the pain within these eyes cause it's not something I would wish on my worst enemies I struggle to exist please don't worry about me at all don't get attached to me I don't know when I'll fall I can't promise I won't drag you down just swim away before the storm comes and you drown I hope it's all worth it in the end Hope I hope my parents are proud can't help but sometimes feel like I have let them down I'm aware I turned out way differently than you hoped hope you're content before it's time to leave