Honest

if I'm being honest with myself my appearance isn't ugly people are actually just sucky I'm a young woman I wont be able to look like a model in fucking highschool but that's what society wants right? makeup, hair, nails have to be perfect don't forget the perfect height a lot of my friends have amazing bodies for sure but yet for me stretch marks hip dips a bit of a belly "that's not what any guy is gonna want" said my head you are your biggest fucking critic sadly as a young woman this shit will hurt people lurk I try to be calm but I really fucking can't how the fuck do each and everyone of y'all expect so damn much for a 15 year old girls body?? I won't be fucking perfect and genuinely in sick fucking dick riding bitch before you come to me saying I won't be perfect enough for you I know, your standards are just way too low yet I'm just going with the flow.. I'm pissed never had my first damn kiss and now part of me never wants it if all guys act like this. "oh I'm hard!" where's the money? where's your life? getting drugs and fucking a random bitch ain't it don't piss me off with your little kid shit sorry I kinda had to go off for a second