homophobia

the first sign of homophobia was from my dad. always saying how thing on t.v. we're gay and gross. the next sing of homophobia was school boys. saying best friends holding hands were gay and wrong. when I found out I was gay what was I supposed to think? people would just change their opinions coyse of me? I'm not that important. they hardly know I exist. I hardly see my dad and boys only talk to me to call me names. so coming out to my mom was scary. she never said those things but then again she never really said anything about it. of course she was understanding she's my mom but always hearing those things put unnecessary doubts that she would not be. please if you don't agree with something don't say it out loud cause kids learn from their parents and either get scared or repeat it to other people.