holding while loving the other

hate me if you must for this is our last day together almost didn't make the call not because it will be the end of what we had but because you would ask for a reason why and there is no better reason why then she is who matters the most you and I have been carrying on for a long while now but understand me when I say holding you and loving her it's difficult for you know what we had between us wasn't love that could last there would come day when I would say these very words and pretty baby I know your hurting and I wish it didn't have to be but she is who matters the most she can't bear it as long as you and I carry on can't stay here any longer please let go of my hand and say goodbye it was all a dream and it's time to wake up live in a reality of knowing holding you and loving her it's difficult for me to carry on while she is hurting so it's not a good look of being emotional it never a good idea to stay here then return to the reality of knowing holding you and loving her is difficult it's difficult to make the decision when your holding while loving the other it's so difficult when you have to make the right decision .