holding ur ghost

his tuch his kiss where do i begin the way u look at me drives me crazy the way u make me dinner waittin for my approval makes ur night the way u sleep peacefully on my chest when my mind races the night an the pain u face gone from ur body as u sleep i watch wanting to protect u save u from u wanting to take all of ur pain away the way u shower an wash my body an stop an look into my eyes my breathe is taken only if u knew wht u did to me now this bed an house dont feel like home the tears r drowning the pain on my heart is crippling i feel like ive stopped breathing ever since u left couldnt u see my heart breakin at the door as u got into ur car or u just didnt care no i eat walk shower sleep alone crying feeling like something is missin like im not whole i guess u didnt need me like i needed u. ig u didn't love me the way i loved u. i could try to move on but no point ill try to point out everything i hate so i cant move on i hate tht i do this i wish i could let go