hold on

i'm here again with the same thought in my brain. the thought of you, that I'm so used to. i want to escape those thoughts because i never really knew you. liking you again doesn't feel right, after hours of overthinking it. i hate the feeling. it doesn't feel right, but it still seems to come back, because letting you go doesn't feel right either. i secretly want to hold on just a little longer what if things really work out? i've liked you for so long and it can't be for nothing, right?