Hold on

I am holding onto the pain. I have to break free from it. If I don't break free. I won't able to move on. I live my life day by day. But I want to move. I have so much to do. Life has shown me so much. I felt a lot of pain. My heart is full of pain and discomfort. When I think about taking a chance and getting out of my comfort zone. Scard me of failing. Am I lying to my life? Because of a negative voice in my head. You are lying to yourself. But it is a feeling I can't believe. If I take that step of faith. It is a whole new world. I don't know if I am ready for that. It is like my feelings like a switch. When I think I can. Something keep me for turn the light on. When will it be my time? Only time can tell. But time is not on my time. Am I fooling myself? I can not keep my feelings together. Taking that step is hard. When something or someone holds you from the back. When you hear that voice in your head. You are no one. You are fooling yourself. I just want to speared my wing and fly. There is a whole new world out there to see. So much I can do. Without hearing a voice in my ears saying I can't. Because I know I can. Just have to break free from the negative. Take that chance in life. Because life was. n