His Silence Echoes

" He had no words, wait he had but he chooses to hide them behind that infectious smile of his because those words would be split while he spoke or he couldn't utter them entirely. I don't know how to console him for I know not what is the distance from which his ears holding aids would amplify my voice which leaves me to not even try.I am none to him or I don't know if I could ever be anything to him. He keeps seeking for casual love but that's not something I could ever give because mine would last 6 feet under too and I know not if it's empathy disguised as love, but it's a unique one and I"ll keep it." Context Currently, I have an obssessive crush in my class. He is disabled (some kind of hearing and speech impairment) no one in our class precisely knows his condition, one of us asked and he started breaking down so no one asked after that. I tried to speak to him, but he just responds with a very cute smile and nothing else and later on I came to realise that he never heard anything I said.(I am not that loud)