his girl

I thought I had friends But as the day ends I ask who would stay by my side The collection of people grows wide, Thanks to my boyfriend But when I ask them to meet up They have left me satt in my own sadness and loneliness My boyfriend feels like family But why does nobody want to meet me happily I would greet them nicely with everything to please They say it's weird going out with a buddy's girl Shit makes my minds swirl into never ending loneliness The feeling is bending over days I just want to hear cherry heys From friends not addicted to haze In everyone's heads i'm just "his girl" Complexes swirl around my mind all day No friends but I will always stay The girl who's boyfriend is everyone's friend Wish this loneliness would come to an end