him..

my birthday was a couple day ago and I made a friend.. I don't know how we became friends it just happened.. he sometimes never shows up and I get sad.. I get the feeling he's always following me and looking at me from far away.. I hear his footsteps but when I turn around he's not there... When he shows up I always hug him and we go to that one field with flowers and lay down watching the stars and the pitch black sky.. We talk for hours..I told him that I liked nicknames and that I never had one...he gave me two..he calls me 'babe' and 'piglet'.. I love it when he calls me babe but hate when he calls me a piglet ..he likes teasing me and getting me angry with it which I find funny atcually... I've started to catch feelings for him but I never tell him since its quite stupid and I don't have a reason for it.. Yesterday I was walking to my therapist and saw him walking down the road..I waved at him and he waved back we didn't talk just keept walking our path... when I told my therapist about him she said she's happy I made a crush but had to push him away since he was only a man on my dreams and not of my dreams..