Him

a smile behind those sadness it breaks me a little when i remembered how you treat me like a trash i always show up to my friends smiling, hiding my pain that you cause. i remember that night, when you said that i am 'useless', that i am 'worthless' . i healed myself, i build myself, i gained my own trust, i walk through the darkness and embrace the light coming from the moon. All alone. he came; he said he's different to you. we became close–we laugh together we cherished every moment together he fell inlove to me he gained my trust; he became my comfort zone. he brought me to the church he prayed for me–i fell inlove to him and–that day, i prayed for him. i hope, he will be my last.