high school

I use to think high school was good now I'm always in a mood.i started to thinking I'm going to make so my friends but now I will be insecure until my end.i know now that it's a living hell and it's not as simple as ringing a bell.school had made me feel like I'm not good enough and I don't eat enough,I don't sleep enough.i always put on a fake smile I feel like I'm in a river of stress that is filled with crocodiles. I fail I will harm myself but if I do good I still will harm. and I also hate the way I look I'm nothing like a princess in a story book. so all I have to say is fuck you school