High by herself 🧖🏿‍♀️

Leave love alone is what i wish i could have said to her but we are all human beings we desire love,money and for some even peace but love is the most powerful of them all. She has never loved anyone not even family but once she did she was a slave to love, just a tool for she never felt something to intense and strong like hard drugs so bitter but with the right doze she felt high and when it was all done she had to get sober again but as you know withdrawal isn't easy.Maybe Just a little more ,just this one time, Just one more time then finally GONE like an addict she looked for more but its GONE but its a good thing right she's healing and finally out of rehab  missing the feeling for no one has even come close to making her say the 3 letter words and meant it from the heart but its for the best she has matured and grown and finally learnt she's her own high but will she ever say I LOVE YOU to another and not just her reflection