Hide away

All I do is hide away from all the gray and all the pain of this. This rotten feeling crawling beneath my skin, infecting my bones, and igniting my heart into shades of vermin. Where do I begin? I've been turned around, too heavy to place my feet on the ground. Surely, this is where I rescind all of the hate and all of the sin. I am banishing myself to my room so I can think. All I do is hide away from all the black and all the shame.        and every day just feels the same.