Hidden Tears

I drowned myself again in deep thoughts. Thinking what I did wrong. I hear the roar of thunder and rainfall. I felt my tears run down and I have no control. This feeling will eventually last, but when? Emotions at my hands, still sinks within. I see sadness and blurry future. I'm clueless like I'm reading a cipher. But I still show a smile- Despite all the misfortunes. A strong person never cry. They will show determination.