Hidden tears

Tears fall where nobody can see Faking smiles around people The moment I close that door Everything changes into darkness Thorns tighten my throat Making it impossible to breathe Suffocating with no air pressure Finding peace in dark spaces Would I ever make it out here alive Or would heaven gain another life So tell me do you get my pain Can you relate to my tears Would questioning get heal me Would it even make a difference I'm exhausted I need answers Tell me would I ever get out of here