HIDDEN REFLECTION

the mirror turned away from me folks, afraid to show me what I have turned? or the view was too gruesome a sight that it abhorred my sight? I remember there is a pool nearby I trudge to it, a reprieve to get perhaps but on arrival the waters muddied or is it that that's reflection of self? I know not where to turn to for even a bushbaby, smelly as it is has a matching sense of smell or perhaps it's a gift from nature not to smell one's fragrance?