Hidden pain🤧😪

I smile out loud but cry in bed, So many thoughts run through my head. They see me laugh, they think I'm fine, But deep inside, I cross the line. I cried myself to sleep last night, Hiding tears away from light. No one knows the wars I fight, In silence, I lose every fight. I hate the things I once enjoyed, Now my world feels cold and void. I cut off friends, I shut the door, I’m not myself… not anymore. But life goes on, and nobody sees, The silent storms inside of me. I smile to hide, I laugh to cope, Still holding on to threads of hope.