Hidden In Plain Hideous

I’m okay with staying away from everybody today. I’m okay with being ugly today. Content, just wasting away. I’m afraid these stains won’t fade I’m afraid nothing will change I can’t say what I want to say. I can’t tell you cuz you’re away I'll never get used to it Just slow to adjust to it Used to it No different than any other Day after day after day Hideous, hidden in this